There are really a lot of unhappiness in this current job. Not enough nice things to make up for it. Many things happened here are super demoralizing. I was beginning to feel worthless and a burden to others.
I was penalized for a mistake that I made during my 2nd week in the company. One of the directors told me that I am not suitable for the job. He hinted that I should think of other options.
Then my direct boss told me that I was not working hard enough (does that mean I have to work overtime to prove my worthiness!!???). And I was penalized for using MSN. Everyone else in the office is using. I give up.
On my birthday, the managing director asked me what I have been doing in the past 3 months! Of course that old man won't know anything. He's been pretending to look out of his room and all the while he's been sleeping. Well what can I say? He's the boss. The owner of the business. By the way, did I mention it's a family business? Things can't get any worse, can it? Well YES it can!
4 months into the job. My boss tells me that since she's not in the office all the time, it wasn't easy for her to appraise me for my confirmation. So I was supposed to write out in details what I have done for every single day! This is absolutely unacceptable. Absurd! I was lost for speech and dammed, I was a chicken to quit that very minute....
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