As I was saying....my pride was totally crushed. Being new in this line, I made many mistakes. But I am "proud" to say I did not make the same mistake twice. Whenever I made mistakes, I caused the company money. Though not a very big sum, but it's still money. I was beginning to feel that people around me are labelling me as the troublemaker. By the way, in this company, I was told that I don't have much time to learn from mistakes because the company is out to make money. The person who told me this, MY FOOT! If the company was really making money before I came in, it will not be still a small company.
But still pride was crushed. Confidence level plunged to rock bottom. It was hard climbing back. No longer look forward to work or rather, I have never look forward to work since I joined this company. I feel so useless.... My GM even asked me jokingly if he should serve me THE letter. I know he's not serious but I might really be not suitable for this job.
No pride, no confidence, no joy and no passion......I'm still a chicken....
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