The First Blow...I Want To Quit Now!

When I first stepped into the company.....
Oh MY GOD! What have I landed myself into. The place is pathetically small compared to my previous company. There are so few people in the company. Why didn't I heed my friend's advise to avoid this company? I was regretting. But then again, would things be better if I have stayed in my previous company? I needed to grow.

I told myself to stick around and see. I began to learn some new things. But no one was free enough to help me. No one was around to teach me. I have to start learning on my own. It was difficult when people aren't as friendly and work is so different (from out in the field running the whole day to sitting at my desk the whole day!). How can Maggie the talkative and active girl be so deskbound???

I was beginning to feel that I have bad breath due to the lack of opportunities to open my mouth to talk.

One of the directors had her eyes on me for the whole week. She would stand behind me without any making any noise, thinking that I won't notice her. Well I really won't if she was an ANT for goodness sake!

The next thing I know after a week was my boss telling me that I don't seem to be doing much work. I was regretting BIG TIME!