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糟糕。

单身女人会不会随着年龄的增长而变得怪怪的？

最近自己内心没表达出来的坏脾气让自己觉得自己怪怪的。有时，因为某人说的一些话，让我觉得那个人在怀疑我的办事能力而对他产生一点敌意。虽然心里是这么想，脸上依然微笑地接受了他的批评。其实他是针对事，没有错。但是我就是不由自主地这样想。

以前如果有自以为是的人批评我对莫件事的处理方式，我会为自己辩护。有时还会莫名其妙的在那个人的背后大声讽刺那个人。让心理平衡一点。但往往到最后有点小后悔。现在，我已经不会那样了。只是笑着， 点头，3个字‘知道了’接纳了那个人的意见。但是心里有点不平衡。这是成熟的表现吗？是‘不跟你一半见识’的最好方法吗？难怪会变得怪怪的。闷太久了啦。尤其单身。除了工作，就没有什么好寄托的。

天啊！糟糕。

My Life Changing Experience

Yesterday was my life changing experience. I finally did lasik. I did my test on 3 Nov. Dr Lee Shao Bing says my corneas are relatively thin so I can only do Intralase lasik (bladeless) and only do it once, no chance for enhansment.

My surgery was scheduled on 4 Nov 2.30pm. I read the consent form and proceeded to do the intralase method to remove my cornea. There's a slight pressure on the eyes then everything went blur. It is scary to have my vision blur.

Then I waited to be guided to the laser room where the actual lasik will be done.

Finally my turn. Dr Lee did my left eye first. I focused on the green light then it turned red. All this while, there is a tape and metal clip that prevented my eye from closing. Then I could feel him removing my cornea and then I couldn't see at all. Then the lasik begin. I could smell something burning for about 15 sec. Then Dr Lee put back my cornea and I could see again. He used something to brush my cornea to make sure it "sticks" smoothly with no bubbles. My eye could not feel anything due to the numbing liquid they put in it. Then to the right eye.

I was sent home with my sunglasses on. My eyes felt numb but I could see quite well with vision a little hazy. Kaiyi and her boyfriend were kind to pick me up and send me home. In the car, I could feel some sensation in both my eyes. I was told to sleep for at least an hour and take sleeping pills if needed.

I thought I didn't need the sleeping pill. I was awaken by the irritation in my eyes. I could not open my eyes and I kept tearing. I continue to keep my eyes closed and waited for an hour to pass.

Finally I could wake up and put in my eye drops. I quickly had dinner with my eyes half opened and popped two sleeping pills.

This morning, I wake up pain free. Vision still a little hazy. Went for check up. All's well. I put my eye drops religiously. Perfect eye sight.

我的小小心愿。。。

如果可以，我希望能玩遍整个日本。如果有钱，有时间的话。。。

你是哪种药？

最近做了一个搞笑的性测试。《你是哪种药？》





我是麻醉药。你呢？

http://www.fancy.meeya.cc

我看到的未来是一个人的世界。。。

有时会想想自己的未来和打算。每次都会想到事业。感觉好像我的未来容不下另外一个人。自己不知道要找的人是怎样的。最好是能配合自己的进度相处。有点小自私。

雪糕咸咸的 （2）

On Monday, our department had a lunch meeting with our account person, CW from MediaCorp.

A brief summary of our department.

WB: General manager

SY: Production controller

JL: Marketing executive and the one who dislike me and calls me a bitch

Me

We went to a Japanese restaurant and ordered our food and some food to share. JL started picking out the bean sprouts and the meat. CW was surprised and asked if JL is a vegetarian. JL says she dislike vegetables too. CW then started joking, and said “Then 你是什么？肉也不吃，菜也不吃。你不算是vegetarian。。。”Then SY and WB started joining in and comment on her not eating so many things and don't know how to label her. I thought I'll join in the jokes and say “啊我知道啦。做仙咯！”CW and SY 大笑。JL沉默吃她的午餐。Then WB说，“Maggie，你为什么要踩人？”我一头雾水但也没多想。

从那顿午餐开始，只要我开玩笑WB就会说我很喜欢‘踩’人。

今天on the way去meeting, JL 不在。WB, SY 和我开始聊天。WB又说我很爱‘踩’人。我受不了了，就问他：“我踩到谁了？”WB说：“你对JL说那番话（做仙），很伤人。”我火了。我有点生气得说：“你说我爱踩人，我还觉得你太sensitive。”连SY都一头雾水，不知道我几时‘踩’到人了。我解释说我真的只是开玩笑，WB却以为我知道JL不喜欢我，所以故意be sacarstic。我跟朋友都是这样说话的。我跟WB说：“如果不是要配合大家开玩笑，我才不管JL吃不吃什么。”

JL对我的笑话不笑是很正常的。Either她对我的dislike太深了所以笑不出来，or 我们的frequency真的相差十万八千里。辛酸的是，WB认识我那么多年，他还真以为我是这样的人。