好玩！

昨天cycle之前什么都没吃。这是我昨天的第一餐（3pm才吃）。。。世上最好吃得nuggets。那在手中，我的口水直流。颇不期待的想把它们送入口中。好吃！

我们cycle到frog farm。看见两种田鸡。有mating的，还有打架的。我和TSC好像是kaypoh的记者，在那里猛拍。TSC 还做了一小段的现场报道。以上是本报记者CSK所拍下的照片。

我们也到了牛场。但是没有牛奶喝。。。

等待TSC所谓的lamp post 30号。。。

痛苦的感觉，就是美丽的来临。。。 希望这次有瘦到。

还是植物好拍。。。

这些照片用Canon Powershot S2拍的。

这个应该是lily吧。。。

屁股好痛。。。但是心很温暖。。。

好久没有cycle了。昨天和PSN & TSC一起去cycle。说要为Desaru做准备。借了TSA的脚车，椅子没有cushion的。屁股一定很痛。

这次的cycling trip让我好感动。我看到了朋友的关心。PSN 和TSC 知道我对cycling好有一点恐惧。决定好好的“保护”我。TSC 是我们的领队。PSN最在我后面看着我。全程只听见她们两个一直喊“加油！”。Cycle到后面，我的屁股真的好痛，PSN把自己的bicycle cushion借给我。相信她的屁股也痛吧。感动。。。我的两个好朋友的背影。。。谢了朋友。

My first studio shoot (me as photographer)

21 Jan 2009

I went for my first studio shoot with me as the photographer. My greatest obstacle is to teach the models to pose. The models are not professional ones so need to teach. But it's the blind leading the blind. In the end, I told the models to treat me like I'm invisible. I will treat them like the subjects in church. Hahaha. I didn't make use of the studio lighting. I was shooting the process while the professional photographer is shooting.

These pictures are taken with a Canon 30D with 50mm lens.

This model swung the scarf more than 10 times for jus to acheive this effect. I took this picture while standing at the back of the main photographer. Of course his pictures turn out prettier. I'm very fortunate to be able to take one like this.

She is a mother of two and still look so pretty! Her big eyes are a draw. Doesn't she look like a Malaysian actress? Li Xinjie...

This is a happy model. She is always smiling. Her photos are taken with a smile because she looks better with a smile. This was taken when we told her that her shooting is over and she can take a rest. Happy....

These are two of the other photographers who like me are experiencing studio photography for the first time.

What a way to start my day...

I am now an airport waiting for the cast and director of AWEW to arrive. Super sleepy now. I regret playing psp last night. Laying pipes and solving puzzles. In the end, I could not sleep. Pipes were swimming in my mind. I was on full alert state. When I finally fell asleep, I had a bad dream. I dreamt that my dad has passed away and I woke up in tears. I'm super sleepy but mind is still awake. Feels like a battered body and a sound mind. Tired...

从好朋友变成普通朋友

今天我的一位15年的好朋友注册结婚了。她人生最重要的一刻。好想当场祝贺她，但是没机会了。我今天才知道这个喜讯，还是从另外一个朋友的口中知道的。为她高兴的当儿，我也感到一点遗憾。我们15年的好姐妹情却完全克服不了她的“不好意思”告诉我们。我想我们已不是从前的好朋友。也许做普通朋友，对彼此的责任也不会太重。我们对这份友谊有一份责任，我们都没有把自己的本分做好，才有今天的局面。

我在想其他人会不会觉得自己没被通知而感到难过。也许这是第二次发生在我身上吧。另一个好朋友生孩子的前一个星期，我才知道她怀孕了。我还在她结婚时当她的姐妹。

我们15年前说要当一辈子的姐妹，我想我们的愿望可能会胎死腹中了。。。

要打起十二分精神

随着我的上司的离职，我的工作量越来越大，责任也越来越大。是件好事。还记得2008年初，我手上的工作很少。还有工作被同事抢走。最后还要沦落到帮那位抢我工作的同事作其他工作。从project的负责人，成为project的小角色。当时只是觉得自己被欺负但不敢出声。

上帝是公平的。我的默默耕耘有了成果。我那个不怕吃亏，愿意多做的mentality真有效。我连shit work都愿意做。我到处跟同事说"If you need help, let me know. I can help."不知不觉，我的portfolio越来越大。先在虽然还是不能独当一面，但是我知道自己成长了不少。我了解了一件事。少做未必是件好事，多做未必是件坏事。只要在做事的时候学到东西，那就没有白做。

还在等着breakthrough的来临。。。